i have a headache from hell. i’m surrounded by shallow fucking idiots all the time. i want to murder myself. oh what a wonderful time to be alive.
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
I don’t mind clingy. In fact, I appreciate it more. When you constantly tell me you miss me, or get worried when I don’t respond quickly. Because it shows that you actually care about me, and if I truly like you, nothing you do will ever annoy me.
Before you get emotionally invested in me, just know that I’m fucking crazy and I’ll probably say some asshole-ish things and then cry when you get mad at me and I have emotional breakdowns all of the time.
wow this is so spot on.
In the past, I always wanted people to notice how depressed I was, I wanted them to text me or call me or tweet me but most of the time they never did and I would be so upset because I was expecting people to. Now, I don’t expect anything from anyone.